Rainy Day Ramblings!

On days like today..rainy and yucky and all, I ramble, or maybe its just my mind trying to keep itself going..im not sure.

Have you ever felt that way? The keep myself going or I'll not make it feeling? May that feeling of total scream inside your body? Or is it just me?

I have felt that way the last few days. Just kinda not making it! I have been letting so many small things in my life snowball into something big. There just small things, yet im making them massive! You would think I would learn.

The Lord really was touching my heart today. I read the verse were He says " Peace be Still!" I felt like that was for me! I just needed to be still and have peace! In Him! Not on my own! So today I will ask the Lord for His Peace. I may need to ask Him for it a million times today, but I am going to do it!

After I had started to write this post, and was feeling down and all, I got a facebook message (Cause my phone is being weird and I cant get txt in the school) from a good guy friend of mine. Before I tell you anymore let me explain! Jon is a dear friend that I made when I lived in MS last time (that would have been when this blog started!) he has been there during good and bad times. He is NOT my boyfriend or ANYTHING else! We are very close, but as friends! Ok know that we have that cleared up!
So he was chatting with me today, and he is at collage about 4hrs from here so we are suppost to hang out on the 9th of March when he is home for break. Well, He say's " Oh bring a dress when you come over!" I was like why? "Because your gonna be my date to Jalyia's wedding!" I am so excited! She is a friend of both of us and I just cant wait to go! I so enjoy my time with Jon! 

Excuse my no makeup face! And Jon had a beard cause of his play he was in!

These two were from when we first ment! LOL! We looked so young!

XOXO

My Feelings!

                                                                         

If you are not into a deep post, or whatever, please dont read any farther! I am sharing whats on my heart today!

Let me give you a picture with a quote on it first! It will help explain things better! 

I am not going to share allot into all the details right now, mostly because I dont have all the details to share yet! But I will share what I can!

Things have been very busy for me the last 7 months! As most everybody knows I moved to MS July 1st and have been working for a Baptist Girls Home! I love my job! Some days are better than others, and there are always the times I dont feel like I am doing well, or stuff comes up and I want to throw up my hands and be done. But that is life, and I never want to give up on life!

The Lord has been teaching me so many things the last 7 months! Trust, Love, Humilty, to just name a few!

The last few months the Lord has been teaching me extra! Taking me through the hard times, to make me more like Him! I was able to go home for Christmas! What a great time to spend with my family!

 If most of you have not noticed, I am very much a people person! I always used to be the type that had to be around people allot and we had to be talking! Well, since I moved down here the only people I really get are the girls I work with and the 3 other staff here. But they are older than me and married. It has been very hard for me to live in a house by myself and only see my friends once or twice a month. I have found myself sitting on my couch many a night crying. I miss my family so badly.

This past weekend I was talking to a friend from back home and I relized something! In this hard time of my lonlienss and all, God has been teaching me to love Him! And on top of that I appriciate my family and friends way more than I ever used to! I would be happy just to have someone in the same house as me, I would not even have to talk!

This quote below has been so powerful to me!

Hope I did not overwelm anyone too much! I am not even sure if anyone reads my blog anymore! Ive been so bad with updates! :)

XOXO

                                                        

Christmas Post 2!

Here is my second Christmas post!

I got to be home for Christmas and It was so nice!! Here are some pictures to help!

Me and my sister on our way to shop at the OKC outlets!

I love taking this walk!! Even in the snow!

No filter.... wonderful!

Christmas Eve with the family, Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and Grandparents!

And we got snow for Christmas!

Christmas Presents!

Love this puppy dog! She is my mom's dog!

Christmas Lunch!

New Iphone Case!

My dog Webster!

Only in Chickasha OK would this happen!

Sigh

Hmmmmm

Thats all for the day!! I'll do more soon!

Christmas Post One!

So I am way late on this post! For allot of reasons! I'll share them in my Christmas Post Two! :)

But for now...I was in a swap over Christmas!! It was SO MUCH FUN!!!

It was the 12 Days of Christmas Swap!

My partner was Yesi and she sent me the most awesome stuff!!

I was bad about getting pictures of everything so below are things once I did get pictures of! Not pictured is a Paris calander that is in my room now! Plus some amazing chap stick and brownie mix!

This box was so me!

Black Friday Weekend Fun!!

                                                           

This past weekend was SO MUCH FUN! I went Black Friday shopping with a dear friend from Texas! We had a blast!

We went to Kohls at 11pm and stood in line till they opend at 12! We got some GREAT deals! Ill get pictures of my shopping soon and put them up!

This was are Kohls savings!

 We went to Micheals later on in the day ( after we had got some sleep!)

Ihope for Breakfast was a MUST and this was the coffee I got :)

And no trip to Jackson is complete without Starbucks! Pumpkin Spice Latta baby! :) 

I decided this year to make my own Christmas wreath! I LOVE how it came out!!

This weekend was also a sad one. A friend from when I lived back in PA that used to babysit me when I was young and has been a very close family friend lost her fight with Cancer Sunday night. She will be greatly missed. 

When I first heard sh had passed I smiled, why? I was thinking how she is up there with my Grandma now, she can enjoy time with her like old times!!

More later this week!!

XOXO

   

Its Christmas Swap Time!!

                                                             

I am so excited to be apart of another Christmas Swap! I always love them!

Yep! This one will be the best! Dont you just love getting stuff in the mail for Christmas!

On another note, if anyone would like to swap Christmas Cards this year please email me at cooking4him at gmail dot com

I would love to get your card and to send you mine!

I did this one year and it was a BLAST!

Thanksgiving is almost here! Im gonna do a thankful post tomorrow so be sure to check back!!

                                                             

WARNING...Political Post!

                                               

Before I even start this post I want to warn you that this is a political post! If you feel you will be offended by it please don't read it!

I have decided that this is my blog and I need to be sharing more me. So I will be doing more post on my beliefs  I understand I may loose some followers for that, But I need to be true to myself! Thanks Y'all!

On Tuesday America made a choice, one I do not agree with, but none the less they made a choice. 

No, I did not vote for President Obama, I voted for Mitt Romney. I understand it was a leaser of two evils type of thing,but I have some strong beliefs that I have and they just did not meet up.

I was watching some TV right before the elections and I happened upon an ad campaign that The President put out. Most of what he was promising to do for his next 4 years was the same as he promised before, and that confused me. Whats to say he wont do them this time like he did not do them before?

I am very much against abortion, Yes, I am one of those weird people who believe it is life and you are murdering! Me and the President don't see eye to eye on that. Among other things.

Dont get me wrong, if you voted for or love the President, its OK  you have how you feel, and I am NOT going to tell you not to! We live in a FREE America, so we can all have that right! That's one thing I love about America! I can post blogs like this, and I wont be in trouble for it!

Ok, I am done for now! I just really needed to get that off my chest!

How do you all feel about the election?

XOXO