Im Confessing!

I have not done a link up in FOREVER! So today I am doing one again!

If you over from Friday Confressions WELCOME!!

Ok here we go!

I CONFESS:
 I have been a HORRIBLE blogger! Maybe im going through a phase! Life has just been kinda crazy since I moved back to MS! Anyone have any tips to help me get back into the swing of blogging again?

I CONFESS:
My car battery was shot and my car has been sitting for over  a week! I am getting it fixed today so were good now :)

I CONFESS:
I have been very very very lonely and missing people this last month! But yet I have been HORRIBLE at keeping up with people! Maybe the missing people is me not them! :) I need to work on that!

I CONFESS:
My last post I talked about my faith allot, and than that day I lost one follower. My blog is suppose to be for me, but I felt sad when that happend. Anyone else get that way?

I CONFESS:
I needed to do this post today! I feel so much better!


If your a new follower please leave and comment and I will follow back!

XOXO

Rainy Day Ramblings!

On days like today..rainy and yucky and all, I ramble, or maybe its just my mind trying to keep itself going..im not sure.

Have you ever felt that way? The keep myself going or I'll not make it feeling? May that feeling of total scream inside your body? Or is it just me?

I have felt that way the last few days. Just kinda not making it! I have been letting so many small things in my life snowball into something big. There just small things, yet im making them massive! You would think I would learn.

The Lord really was touching my heart today. I read the verse were He says " Peace be Still!" I felt like that was for me! I just needed to be still and have peace! In Him! Not on my own! So today I will ask the Lord for His Peace. I may need to ask Him for it a million times today, but I am going to do it!

After I had started to write this post, and was feeling down and all, I got a facebook message (Cause my phone is being weird and I cant get txt in the school) from a good guy friend of mine. Before I tell you anymore let me explain! Jon is a dear friend that I made when I lived in MS last time (that would have been when this blog started!) he has been there during good and bad times. He is NOT my boyfriend or ANYTHING else! We are very close, but as friends! Ok know that we have that cleared up!
So he was chatting with me today, and he is at collage about 4hrs from here so we are suppost to hang out on the 9th of March when he is home for break. Well, He say's " Oh bring a dress when you come over!" I was like why? "Because your gonna be my date to Jalyia's wedding!" I am so excited! She is a friend of both of us and I just cant wait to go! I so enjoy my time with Jon! 

Excuse my no makeup face! And Jon had a beard cause of his play he was in!

These two were from when we first ment! LOL! We looked so young!

XOXO

My Feelings!

                                                                         

If you are not into a deep post, or whatever, please dont read any farther! I am sharing whats on my heart today!

Let me give you a picture with a quote on it first! It will help explain things better! 

I am not going to share allot into all the details right now, mostly because I dont have all the details to share yet! But I will share what I can!

Things have been very busy for me the last 7 months! As most everybody knows I moved to MS July 1st and have been working for a Baptist Girls Home! I love my job! Some days are better than others, and there are always the times I dont feel like I am doing well, or stuff comes up and I want to throw up my hands and be done. But that is life, and I never want to give up on life!

The Lord has been teaching me so many things the last 7 months! Trust, Love, Humilty, to just name a few!

The last few months the Lord has been teaching me extra! Taking me through the hard times, to make me more like Him! I was able to go home for Christmas! What a great time to spend with my family!

 If most of you have not noticed, I am very much a people person! I always used to be the type that had to be around people allot and we had to be talking! Well, since I moved down here the only people I really get are the girls I work with and the 3 other staff here. But they are older than me and married. It has been very hard for me to live in a house by myself and only see my friends once or twice a month. I have found myself sitting on my couch many a night crying. I miss my family so badly.

This past weekend I was talking to a friend from back home and I relized something! In this hard time of my lonlienss and all, God has been teaching me to love Him! And on top of that I appriciate my family and friends way more than I ever used to! I would be happy just to have someone in the same house as me, I would not even have to talk!

This quote below has been so powerful to me!

Hope I did not overwelm anyone too much! I am not even sure if anyone reads my blog anymore! Ive been so bad with updates! :)

XOXO